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alyssaoakley04's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Death, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Self harm, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Violence, Murder, Sexual harassment, and Injury/Injury detail
quadlutz22's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
4.5
Graphic: Drug use, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Self harm, Sexual violence, and Suicide
seriouslyshannon's review against another edition
3.5
Lots of trigger warnings on this one (grooming, rape, sexual/physical violence, suicide, drug use, trauma, cults). The story sucked me in around the 20% mark. If you are fascinated to learn about the NXIVM cult, this is the book for you. I had a hard time connecting with the main character, which is the only reason I didn’t rate this book higher.
Graphic: Drug use, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, and Suicide
pkrantz's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
2.5
In My Dreams I Hold a Knife is one of my all time fav thrillers. Imagine my shock when I found out this book is about 75% explicit se-ual a-ault of women in extremely gruesome ways.
I don't necessarily dislike dark, heavy and complex subjects and I do think this could have been done so well but it wasn't. I love morally grey and complex characters but I think that implying that female characters might have enjoyed what is essentially r**e is not the way to go.
The relationships also felt weird. Shay feels Laurel is like a sister to her, but she knew her 2 years and haven't talked to her in 8 years? The romance plot also felt forced, and I didn't really see the point of Shay being married at all.
The plot had good bones, it really did. But none of the twists were unexpected and I felt like the s**ual violence was used for shock value sometimes more than anything.
I have to say that I never did think of DNF:ing so I was interested in the plot. But the ending felt dumb overall. The one thing I liked about it was that Shay
The book could easily have been 100 pages shorter and yet the ending felt rushed.
Graphic: Sexism, Sexual violence, Violence, and Trafficking
Moderate: Drug use, Rape, Suicide, and Blood
jeeprn's review against another edition
The MC, Shay, learns her college roommate Laurel was found hung in a tree on their college campus. Police ruled the death a suicide but the Shay listens to a podcast about the case where the host, Jamie, insinuates it’s murder and not a suicide. The Shay embarks on a journey with the podcast host to uncover the truth. It leads them through underground sex clubs that participate in prostitution and kink.
The story takes a hard left turn when Shay unveils to Jamie that she was once a live in sub for one of their other roommates (Rachel) father. A third roommate, Clem, died previously and seemingly tied to Rachel’s father. Shay, Laurel, and Clem were all submissives to Rachel’s father and seemingly held captive in his home. He only allowed them so much outside contact so as not to raise suspicion to the three women’s whereabouts. Shay slips back into the underground sex and kink world in an effort to find Laurel’s killer. And Rachel appears to have targeted these three women on behalf of her father’s request.
Graphic: Confinement, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Sexual content, Sexual violence, and Gaslighting
Moderate: Drug use and Torture
Minor: Body shaming and Eating disorder
jesikakaley's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Rape, Suicide, Torture, Trafficking, Kidnapping, Murder, and Gaslighting
Moderate: Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, and Suicide attempt
Minor: Confinement, Drug use, and Infidelity
kkulhannie's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Addiction, Body horror, Child abuse, Child death, Confinement, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Eating disorder, Emotional abuse, Fatphobia, Gore, Gun violence, Hate crime, Infidelity, Mental illness, Misogyny, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Slavery, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Torture, Toxic relationship, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Excrement, Police brutality, Trafficking, Kidnapping, Grief, Religious bigotry, Stalking, Car accident, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Abandonment, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, Dysphoria, Injury/Injury detail, and Classism
flyingryndeer's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Violence, Murder, and Sexual harassment
Moderate: Drug abuse, Drug use, Blood, and Alcohol
kelseyisthebest's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Graphic: Body shaming, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Drug use, Gore, Infidelity, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicide, Violence, Blood, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, Gaslighting, and Injury/Injury detail
khgp's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Murder, Gaslighting, and Sexual harassment