Looking back I gave this book a five out of five because it was popular, but now I don't know if that's really true... Punk 57 was truly hyped up to another level on TikTok so I thought I give it a try. I love smut and everything erotica but this was kind of just meh I guess. I'll have to reread this again to give my true and final rating of the book. 

2.4

“Life is fifty wrong turns down a bumpy road. All you can hope is that you end up somewhere nice.”

I'll tell you something true:

I feel so sad bc I actually wanted to give this book a higher rating, it was so hyped up and since it is a 2016 book I thought I will not see some of the cliches it had (I'm not complaining only bc of the cliches, I usually like them and laugh at them). I honestly can say I did enjoy the book and do not regret reading it (unlike some other books I read a few months ago) but it had some quotes I definitely disliked and some of the stuff Misha did made me uncomfy, also Ryen was no angel so there's that.

I did not care about her being a bully, it was actually one of the relatable parts for me, but the relationship was not at all nice and it didn't give me the butterflies I felt reading others books like beach read or the spanish love deception (I hate to compare books but I gotta sometimes). Misha is not my type at all (and no it is not his piercing, which I loved, or his tattoos, I also loved) his attitude was conflicting and I hope he got some therapy in those 5 years or some professional help idk.

I didn't like the epilogue but that's just comparing it to my personal life style, wanted to add it regardless but this part has nothing to do with the rating, its just an opinion I really need to let out.
Five years after, let's say she finished college and gets a job in whatever she decided to do (which we don't find out) to me the minimum its 3 years of college so she spent 2 years and then got pregnant? idk, I didn't like that but I understand some people want to actually have a family (something I don't want) I honestly didn't like that ending and I don't feel like "love" is enough to heal all wounds, so I hope Misha goes to therapy (I said it twice, ik), but his lyircs are cool tho, really liked them. 

I only liked Delilah and we didn't even meet her, seemed like a nice kid, unlike the ones I grew up with. Honestly I also was a mean kid so...as Misha said: “We’re all ugly, Ryen. The only difference is, some hide it and some wear it.” I guess I used to wear it back then.

This is my worst review of the year and my thoughts are all over the place, honestly I will recommend the book to people that like romance and messy boys and mean girls (but never like Regina George). Misha reminded me of Hardin Scott, do with that what you will (and yeah I've read After, at least the first book) and for anyone that likes a "typical" happy ending, this is for those who like when the main couple end up as a happy family I suppose, not my thing. Wtv, maybe I'll read another book from the author and like it, we'll see.

'kay I'm out
Bye