I wasn't sure if I wanted to dive into Jesses mind but I'm so glad I did and Shane East's performance is perfection. You feel as if you are in Jesse's mind and understand his turmoil and pain. He wants to keep the one person he thinks can save him and of course his plan backfires on him. He truly loves Ava but he struggles with how to win and keep her. The first chapter grabs you and keeps you wanting to understand Jesse Ward and how he came to be at The Manor. Shane East makes you feel allll the feels from Jesse's POV. Can't wait for Oct 31st