THIS was not a happy feel good book for me. Not with all the lost parents trauma taunting the heroine every step of her life and a toxic ex-girlfriend who is still in the friend circle and no one seems to be able to cut out of their lives. 

SPOILER AHEAD

And then chapter 25 arrives (where I stopped reading and dumped the book) when Nick left Noel on their much awaited first date to go help Amber with a flat tire and then blamed Noel for feeling heartbroken.. That was so gaslighty and toxic. So out of character for Nick who was portraid as a high EQ man right up until then..

It threw me way off and frankly I lost all interest in the book at that moment.