i was going to be petty & write a terrible review for this after trctwt made me character of the day, but unfortunately it wasn't that bad so let's talk about it

spoilers ahead // tw abuse (canonical)

PLOT
the first plot point to be introduced in this book is blue's whole 'if you kiss your true love he'll die' thing and this is kind of the most YA thing i've ever read (derogatory). her debating whether to tell gansey/adam was very shallowly written and every time it mentioned a kiss i cringed like a 12 year old who just discovered romance novels

the second & more important plot point was the raven boys (especially gansey, and later blue also) trying to find glendower. this also includes the reveals about noah being dead, killed by their latin teacher, and also his death being a sacrifice so gansey survived. unfortunately i completely lost out on all of this because halfway through the book i thought wait i forgot everything and looked him up. moment of silence pls

i think this was...okay. like not many developments happened honestly and this definitely felt like a first book of a series in that aspect. i'm interested in how it develops throughout the series, could go a few different ways.

PACING
this was pretty fast-paced. or maybe it was just that it was split into 47 chapters, which is typical in YA and i didn't mind but did mess me up on the characters sometimes.

CHARACTERS
many have been waiting for this.

i like blue. i like blue!! a lot!!! she's hard-working and loyal and sassy and her name is so beautiful. blue sargent...one thing about me is that i love A's in names and i love it when g is pronounced as j. blue is such a pretty word to say too. i love her.

honestly, for the first 30% or so of the books i couldn't differentiate the three boys (ronan, adam, & gansey), i think partially due to it being split into short chapters and constantly swapping povs. i mixed up their motivations and situations a lot and that didn't rly contribute to me liking them.

i read gansey as neurodivergent/autistic - he often says what he doesn't mean, has trouble with his emotions, and masks a lot. however he is still a pissy white boy so what now

i liked adam. god this review sounds so boring. abused children in fiction are so loved by me i rly sympathized with him and i honestly do not remember much about him so we should leave it at that.

ronan was an asshole in the beginning, thoguh to be fair they all were, but i was more endeared to him later on when i learned that he had 428 baby bunnies and went into debt for them. or whatever. (note: i just looked up specifics about his raven and got spoilered from the fandom page again you would think i am a complete idiot.) i will say that twitter shoots for him a lot and that's the most neutral thing i can think of

i would like to take a moment here to touch upon the repugnant scene. nasty work, dick gansey the third. in fact screw you. i understand that he was frustrated and does actually care for adam, not just wanting to own him, but also...still a terrible thing to say! i don't think the timing (around 93% into the book, and notably only a little after ronan directly intervened in adam's abuse) did him a lot of favors.

i am looking up side character lists now. we should just bullet point this

do you notice what all these characters i just named have in common. don't guess i'm just gonna say it

OTHER
diversity
they're all fucking white lmao

i personally read blue as a woc and i've been told maggie stiefvater said retroactively she should have been written as one, but canonically that means she's white and wow this actually goes for every single character! there is not a single character specified to be non-white throughout this entire book as far as i remember. let me know if i'm wrong tho.

there are gay people tho listen to this. what in the faggotry. 

i just crashed out

romance
i should've made this its own category but i almost forgot it was there...i know endgame is blue/gansey (i just force-feminized the latter btw they are both girls <33) and there were a few moments. not much because i know it builds up over the trilogy but definitely not the focus.

and thank god for that bc i am exactly the sort of annoying gay person to say 'ew' out loud whenever a girl and a boy have a touching moment together

blue/adam feels wrong.

CONCLUSION
this felt very much like the typical first book in a series - laying the foundation, a bit mediocre, just engaging enough that i want to read the second. i have been thinking about their dynamics a lot today and i understand why some of y'all go crazy over this.

also GIDEON NAV REFERENCEEEE

i have many great annotations in my books app on this i just can't fit all of them there. gansey scratching the back of his head with a credit card was lowkey the funniest thing ever

that's all thank you for reading i should start a blog