Ok...I'll say it...I cried a little (by a little I mean hiding under the covers with a tissue). This book killed me...but I finally stopped wanting to smack all the characters!!!! Yay!!!!! Is it wrong that I wish there was a fast forward 20 years??? I know I always want more I can't help it lol. I have to say that I thought all was lost by the end. I'm happy for how it ended. It was a bit weird in some aspects...graham and andy but good. I think I actually began to fall for Vanni in this one. I kinda hated him in the first two but then by the end I began to like him...and in like I mean didn't want to smack the shit out of him. I did however wanna beat some of the others a little...like Graham for a bit and Andy for a bit..but by the end my violent tendencies tapered off. I think I might have to read these again one day. Anyway, great books. Get them all at once and read them back to back cause if you don't you start to hate the characters too much to continue and you might start throwing things. Don't judge, I couldn't help it. Thank God for instant buy on my kindle lol