Ok, wow. First of all -- ALL THE TRIGGER WARNINGS about this book. The combination of prose and poetry was unlike anything I've ever read. The story itself was so unique, so fucked up, so thought-provoking. I don't want to give anything away for this book except to say it totally fucked with my brain in a really great way. This book must be read rather than listened to, but be warned it's HEAVY. This is a book I will be thinking about for a long time