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What Does It Feel Like? by Sophie Kinsella

emotional reflective sad fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? Yes

5.0

๐Ÿ“– What Does It Feel Like?
โœ๐Ÿป Sophie Kinsella
โ˜‘๏ธ Contemporary Fiction
โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ 

โ€œ๐™”๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง ๐™ง๐™š๐™–๐™™๐™š๐™ง๐™จ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š ๐™๐™–๐™ฅ๐™ฅ๐™ฎ ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™จ.โ€
โ€œ๐™Š๐™› ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง๐™จ๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฎ ๐™™๐™ค. ๐™„ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š ๐™๐™–๐™ฅ๐™ฅ๐™ฎ ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™จ ๐™ข๐™ฎ๐™จ๐™š๐™ก๐™›. ๐™Ž๐™ค ๐™„โ€™๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™ซ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™จ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ข. ๐˜ฝ๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™๐™š๐™ง๐™šโ€™๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ž๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ฎ: ๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™ซ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™– ๐™ง๐™š๐™–๐™ก-๐™ก๐™ž๐™›๐™š ๐™๐™–๐™ฅ๐™ฅ๐™ฎ ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง ๐™ข๐™ฎ๐™จ๐™š๐™ก๐™›.โ€

WOW. Full body goosebumps.

Overview: 
โ€ขContemporary Novella
โ€ขFictionalized Real Story
โ€ขVignette Storytelling
โ€ขThemes of Family, Resilience, and Hope
CW: Cancer

๐—˜๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ ๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ฐ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ณ๐˜‚๐—น ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜ ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ผ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐˜‚๐—ฝ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—ฎ ๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜€๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐—ป๐—ผ ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ด๐—ผ๐˜ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ. ๐—›๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ต๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ, ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ ๐—ณ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—บ ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ, ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ผ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ด๐—ฒ, ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜ ๐˜๐˜‚๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—ด๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฏ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป. 

๐—ฅ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—ฏ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐—ณ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐˜๐—ฒ๐˜€, ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ต ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐˜ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜€๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜๐˜†๐—ฝ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ฒ ๐—พ๐˜‚๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ด๐—ป๐—ถ๐˜‡๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜†๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐˜†๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ต ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ด๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐—ณ.

As Sophie Kinsella explains in her authorโ€™s note, while this book may be fiction, itโ€™s her most autobiographical work as Eveโ€™s story is truly her story.

This is such a raw, poignant, and brave book. Through a heartbreaking and beyond challenging journey, Eve never loses her hope and sense of humor. 

The candid conversations with her husband radiate with love. His steadfast devotion, the way he cares for her, and the way they lift one another upโ€ฆ itโ€™s truly so special. 

โ€œ๐™”๐™ค๐™ช ๐™๐™–๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™˜๐™ช๐™ง๐™–๐™—๐™ก๐™š ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ๐™˜๐™š๐™ง, ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™—๐™š๐™–๐™ช๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™›๐™ช๐™ก ๐™€๐™ซ๐™š. ๐˜ฝ๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™ ๐™š๐™š๐™ฅ ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง๐™œ๐™š๐™ฉ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™„ ๐™๐™–๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ ๐™š๐™š๐™ฅ ๐™ง๐™š๐™ข๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™จ๐™š ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™๐™–๐™ง๐™™๐™š๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ข๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™จ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ž๐™›๐™š.โ€

And the intimate moments with her family were viscerally heartbreaking. The narrative pulls you into the room with them, watching them process heavy emotions and โ€œpre-griefโ€. 

โ€œ๐™„ ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ, ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š. ๐™„๐™ฉโ€™๐™จ ๐™๐™–๐™ง๐™™.โ€ ๐™„ ๐™ข๐™–๐™ฎ ๐™ฃ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง ๐™จ๐™š๐™š ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™œ๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™ช๐™ฅ, ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™—๐™š๐™–๐™ช๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™›๐™ช๐™ก ๐™œ๐™ž๐™ง๐™ก, ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™—๐™š๐™–๐™ง ๐™ž๐™ฉ.

The quick glimpses into the world of a cancer patient revealed the monotonous, the uncomfortable, and the rollercoaster of emotions. Cancer touches everyone, and the narrative brings us inside the painful journey of the person whoโ€™s sick, which feels so important for us to see.

โ€œ๐™’๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™—๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ข๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ก๐™ก๐™ฎ? ๐™ƒ๐™ค๐™ฌโ€™๐™จ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ค๐™™?โ€
๐™„ ๐™˜๐™ฎ๐™˜๐™ก๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ง๐™ค๐™ช๐™œ๐™ ๐™™๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™–๐™ก, ๐™™๐™š๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ž๐™ง, ๐™จ๐™๐™ค๐™˜๐™ , ๐™œ๐™ง๐™ž๐™š๐™›, ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™จ๐™ค๐™ข๐™š๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ข๐™š๐™จ ๐™ง๐™ž๐™™๐™ž๐™˜๐™ช๐™ก๐™ค๐™ช๐™จ ๐™๐™–๐™ฅ๐™ฅ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™š๐™จ๐™จ. ๐™„ ๐™–๐™ฅ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™š๐™˜๐™ž๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š ๐™จ๐™ข๐™–๐™ก๐™ก ๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™จ๐™ช๐™ง๐™š๐™จ ๐™จ๐™ค ๐™ข๐™ช๐™˜๐™ ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™„ ๐™™๐™ž๐™™, ๐™—๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™–๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ข๐™š๐™จ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™—๐™ง๐™ช๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ก ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™ก๐™š๐™™๐™œ๐™š ๐™–๐™œ๐™–๐™ž๐™ฃ. ๐™Ž๐™ค๐™ข๐™š๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ข๐™š๐™จ ๐™„ ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™ก๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š ๐™™๐™ฎ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™ซ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™›๐™–๐™ข๐™ž๐™ก๐™ฎ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™„ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃโ€™๐™ฉ ๐™—๐™š๐™–๐™ง ๐™ž๐™ฉ. ๐™„ ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ž๐™ฉ ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ก ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™๐™ค๐™ช๐™จ๐™š ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™š๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™ฉ๐™ฎ, ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™˜๐™ง๐™ฎ ๐™ช๐™œ๐™ก๐™ฎ ๐™จ๐™ค๐™—๐™จ, ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™จ๐™ค๐™ก๐™–๐™—๐™ก๐™š, ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ช๐™™, ๐™ ๐™š๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ž๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ, ๐™ฅ๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™˜๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™—๐™š๐™™ ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™š๐™›๐™›๐™š๐™˜๐™ฉ๐™ช๐™–๐™ก, ๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™š๐™ง๐™ก๐™š๐™จ๐™จ ๐™›๐™ž๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™จโ€ฆ. โ€œ๐™Š๐™, ๐™ช๐™ฅ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™™๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™ฃ,โ€ ๐™จ๐™–๐™ฎ๐™จ ๐™€๐™ซ๐™š ๐™–๐™›๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง ๐™– ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ช๐™จ๐™š. โ€œ๐˜ฝ๐™ช๐™ฉ, ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ. ๐™„๐™ฉ ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ช๐™ก๐™™ ๐™—๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ง๐™จ๐™š.โ€

I loved how they discussed not wanting to accomplish a bucket list, but instead just embracing the joy and connection in their normal life - โ€œnormal plusโ€. 

Donโ€™t let the heavy subject matter deter you from reading this book. There are moments of levity embedded throughout that keep it hopeful. Plus, it is only 130 pages.

This story beyond worthwhile, and I wholeheartedly recommend it. 


My heart goes out to Kinsella and her entire family and network of support.



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